𝐹𝓁𝒶𝓂𝑒 ( COMPLETED )

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It took us nearly 1 week to arrive to manisa and it was so exhausting , it was even worse than the first time . This time three additional  carriages followed us but i didn't think much of it maybe hurrem sultan just sent gifts with us

The road was very long so i decided to go sleep immediately

" I want you to rest now " mehmet said helping me get off the carriage .

" I am so exhausted " i said between my sighs . Nurbahar interrupted us and put ibrahim in my arms

" How adorable can he get " mehmet always had this specific smile whenever he saw his son .

" He is obviously tired too i gotta put him to sleep " i said looking at him worriedly .

" Of course , put him to sleep and i wanna see you resting too it was a long road " mehmet put a light kiss on my forehead and ibrahim's hand

i bid my goodbye to mehmet as he was gonna go rest to and went to my room with ibrahim and immediately put him to sleep .

" Sultanim welcome back "i looked at firuze who stood infront of my door .

" Firuze i miss you " i said getting up in a very rushed movement and walked towards her .

" It was lonely without you sultanim" firuze said flashing a shy smile before looking at ibrahim .

" Maşallah how beautiful our prince is " she imemdiately squatted to his level and caressed his hand gently

" i am gonna a lot of time with him from now on " she smiled while looking at me .

" I really hope it was peaceful in here , i have a lot to tell you " i said taking off my jewerly putting it on my table .

" i knew it , going there will only bring you stress and problems " firuze finally got up and helped me dress into my sleep wear while we chatted .

" I know you wouldn't bring those girls from the capital by your own will " i looked up with a confused face not understanding what she meant .

Her expressions faded out in the matter of seconds .

" Oh - hurrem sultan has sent with you a lot of women from the harem " it just hit me what those additional carriages meant

" Of course she wouldn't miss the chance to do something like this " i sighed in annoyance and smashed my hair brush against the table .

" You can check them out sultanim later after you rest " i didn't even give her an answer but  it was obvious that i was so pissed off and angry so she left me alone .

I walked towards ibrahim and stared at him sleeping , he was the only thing that can make me happy in the moment . He was so sleepy and so tired from the long road and so was I

I went to sleep trying to stop thinking about that matter .

The next day i woke up with the sound of ibrahim crying , i got startled and immediately opened my eyes . Some maids came in trying to see what was wrong with him

" Bring him to me " i said sitting up as i pushed the hair off my face , one maid brought him straight into my arms . I put a light kiss on his forehead to make sure it wasn't a fever .

" No it's not " i said quietly to myself and then i knew it was time for him to eat .

My body was very weak this morning and i ordered them to take him to the nurse to breastfeed him . With the remaining strenght i had , i stood up from my bed and looked at the mirror . I was so bloated and my face was so pale

" Sultanim are you okay " i looked at nurbahar who was cleaning the room .

" I don't know , i feel very strange it's like .. " my body fell down to the floor and i immediately blacked out .