𝐹𝓁𝒶𝓂𝑒 ( COMPLETED )

17

Three days have passed since we arrived to the capital and i never moved an inch from my bed , i stayed the whole day there and i really wanted to see nadia . I've missed her so much ,after our rushed arrival şhezade beyazid has arrived too .

The door opened again to mehmet coming in but his expression was different , he looked uneasy as if he was angry about something .

He walked in and stood in the center of  the room and stood there .

" Mehmet what's happening are you okay " i said trying to read his expression .

" no nothing don't worry " he said after taking a seat next to me and he smiled

" I know there is something ? Did someone upset you " i asked wanting to know what he had on his head

" You heard what the midwife said , your pregnancy is very fragile now you should not stress yourself " he caressed my hand trying to make me forget about what i asked .

" We're going to war very soon , but i don't want to leave you alone " my heart stopped for a moment , i didn't want him to go

" It's important that you go , your place is next to his majesty " i gave him a weak smile ,i tried to be supportive but i didn't want him to go .

" I promise i'll write to you as much as i can . But for now i'll try to spend more time with you " i hugged him tightly and he rested his head on my shoulder

" i thought you would be so bored , do you wanna go out " he offered and my face immediately lighted up

" Yes i've had enough of these four walls " i said looking around me , he chuckled and put a light kiss on my hand

" i'll ask them to come help you " before he could get up i grabbed his arm

" Don't worry i'm okay now i can do it alone " he gave me a smile before he left the room .

I got up from my bed carefully and chose my light purple dress ,it was my favorite one and the best one for this season  .

I brushed my hair and put a shiny crown on my head and put some perfume and drank some water before i opened the door of my room .

" Rüya where are you going " daniela said running towards me .

" I will go on a walk with mehmet , i'm so bored here " she nodded and caressed my shoulder

" Be careful okay ? If you don't feel fine be back " i sighed and laughed

" You're all treating me like a child " i said and she smiled .

I nodded before walking on the hallway , i had bad memories with this palace starting from the troubles i got in because of his majesty . Whenever i remember what would've happened to me if mehmet didn't save me i pray .

I avoided passing by the harem , i didn't want to see any of the girls especially innthis  situation so i followed another path that leaded directly to the gardens . As i stepped in the gardens i noticed mihrimah sultan coming so i immediately bowed to her

" Did you rest well ? " mihrimah sultan said worriedly and i looked at her

" I'm better sultana , i should get fresh air " i responded with a smile . As she wanted to speak she got interrupted with the presence of mehmet .

" The most beautiful ladies ever " he said hugging his sister , it was obvious they had a very healthy relationship

" Did you see selim today ? " mihrimah asked mehmet and he seemed not very happy

" I wish i didn't he keeps complaining about beyazid " he said uneasy and dissapointed .

" They will never stop " mihrimah sultan sighed angrily .

" Come on rüya we didn't come to give you negative energy " mehmet said grabbing my hand lightly

" spend more time together " mihrimah sultan said smiling before leaving us .

" If you get tired we can comeback okay " he said while crossing our arms , i let myself rely on him and put my weight on him

We walked towards the garden as the cool breeze went throught my hair , as we were walking i turned to look at him

I admired his beauty in the lightening more and he just noticed after some minutes  .

" Am i that handsome or ? " he asked making me blush and look away

" of course you are , don't you ever doubt it " i chuckled  and we stopped in our tracks

" but you're the prettiest , even these flowers in the gardens look ugly next to you "i smiled shyly and put my hands on his shoukders .

" I love you so much , thank you for being in my life " i said hugging him tightly

" Are you going to miss me ? " he whispered making me part away quickly

" Is this a question ? Of course . Even when you're with me i don't get enough of you " he smiled brightly making me smile too

He hugged me again and started playing with my hair . I never felt safe in a place besides his embrace . He made me feel home , and safe