Whitney POV
"NO!" I scream out covered in sweat.
Realizing I had another nightmare, I look around the room to make sure this wasn't sleep paralysis.
I could move & feel , so obviously it was not.
My boyfriend Von enters the room & mugs due to him being woke out his sleep.
"Whitney , why you screaming ma? U almost woke da baby up"
Von was talking about our newborn son Nathaniel .
Von looked over to Nate's crib , the baby was sleeping peacefully.
"I'm so sorry baby"
Von sat down a water bottle he got from out our refrigerator.
"Ma I told you when you start having these dreams to let me know, so we can get you some therapy . I luh you so much ma. It's gone be alright"
It's been almost 2 years since my shooting that happened at the nightclub in Our city ATL.
Von and I were out celebrating his album .
A fight breaks out and I was shot in my back.
I believe I have PTSD , which is why I don't go out anymore.
Von was really supportive with the situation.
He apologized multiple times , tried to do things to prevent from thinking about the situation.
But I just couldn't. However these nightmares were new.
I couldn't stop replaying that terrible night.
-FLASHBACK-
"Von rundo over there in that truck" a voice says.
Von immediately springs up after we were sleep together and I try to chase after him.
"VON NO!"
"STAY IN DA CAR MA!"
"BITCH ASS NIGGA!"
Von and these other guy name Quando Rundo began fighting and Von of course was winning.
I was trying to break them up cause everyone was just watching.
Shots rang out and I thought they hit Von.
It's almost like my whole body went num. I collapsed instantly and all I heard was screaming and crying.
Von carried me to the get away car and he was crying.
"I'm so fucking sorry Whitney. Get up ma, please. I love you"
This was a new phrase said into our relationship.
Von and I had been dating since the 5th of August and even though that's 3 months later, we just haven't had said it yet.
Until that night came.
I was admitted to a hospital where Von's mom and my mom was cutting up.
Von's mother and I clicked really fast and I even call her my mother.
Same thing with Von and my mom. They clicked instantly and they were also close.
So when they seen Von carrying inside the hospital, it was a problem.
"Baby I got chu! Mama got chu baby"
"Love you sis"
"We love you Whitney. U got this sweetheart!"
"Ma I love u so fucking much . Please don't let this be the end "
