Ja'Kera POV
I look through my contacts as I wipe the tears from my eyes.
Not comfortable with letting nobody else no my business, I pressed on a contact that I knew would pick up .
"Calling Dayvon🥺❤️"
He answered on the first ring and I couldn't help but smile as I watch him feed his kids.
"Wassup ma, say hey Keraaa" he whispered to his kids.
I'm so happy for my boy. He got 3 kids and even though nun are by me, I'm never bitter.
We fell in love too damn fast & we was so young. With both of his being unfaithful & hot heads, we decided to call it quits.
But we always promised each other to remain friends and we did just that.
"Hey Von" I said lowly.
He can tell it was something wrong. He went in the other room watching them for a distance.
"Why you crying ma? What's wrong? " he say propping his phone up.
I couldn't help but to fantasize about my ex's glow up.
When we was teens, Von had always been fit but damn.
I definitely wish we was still together at times.
"Tommy beat me up again" I admitted cause Von too look extremely pissed off.
Even doe we wasn't together, we ain't play about each other.
"Fuck you mean he beat you up again? Ja'Kera I told you don't let no mf put they hands on you or talk to you crazy. Didn't I tell u that since we was shorties and that if a mf play with chu, I was gone kill em" he said slipping his black ones on.
"Yes" I say sniffling.
He looked at the kids and smiled.
"When I drop dem off, ima be Omw to you ight?" He said putting the babies jackets on.
"Ok" I say before he hangs up.
I sit in my room listening to Beyoncé & Mary.
I can't believe my boyfriend just beat me up & left.
Messages from my phone appeared but I didn't read em.
Hearing keys, I'm thinking Tommy was coming back home.
I was nervous as hell. I hid under the covers and heard footsteps coming upstairs.
"Get from under da covers ma. Ian gone hurt chu" I heard Von say.
I jumped up , hugging him , looking in his eyes.
As the night went on , I didn't know Wingstop, reminiscing about the old times and firing up a wood would make me happy.
"You feel better, don't chu?" He said rubbing my feet.
"Yea, thank you so much" I say pulling him into a hug.
Tears rolled down my face as I heard him breathing.
We could of been ✨✨Superstars✨✨
"Anything for you ma" he said lifting up wiping my tears.
He grabs my face pulling it closer to his kissing me.
I pulled back so quick. Don't he gotta bitch?
"Von stop it. You have a girlfriend " I whispered.
"No I don't ma. I been waiting fa you. All dese years I been waiting fa you. I want chu" he said causing me to smile.
The feeling is mutual love.
"Lay down, I know folks ain't putting it down right" Von prompted.
Truth is, Von was my favorite partner sexually , mentally, physically all dat shit.
I been with 2 men since we broke up .
Josh & Tommy.
Josh was a white guy & pretty much a dude a dated to get over Von while I was in college.
He was a sweet guy but he wanted to get married, have kids & all when we only dated for a year. It was moving to fast.
I took a few years to myself to be single and then I met Tommy.
We 4 years apart & in the beginning, all the designer & dates didn't seem like a red flag to cover up how true my shitting he was.
Not to mention, the sex abuse & much more .
I sat on the edge of the bed helping him take off my clothes.
I watched him pull out the latex condoms that I'm surprised he wears.
"Why you wearing a condom with me? You don't trust me" I asked as he entered me.
Damn, I mis this shit.
"Shut up ma please shut the fuck up" he said as my nails dug into his back.
"Fuck " I moaned
"Von what if he come home" I said as he planted hickies on my neck.
"Fuck yo man" he whispered turning me around.
