crowds

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(a scenario based on the song crowds by bauhaus)

took one moment to realize
you're leaving far away from me.
the winter snow made me sympathize
with the eyes that cannot see.

the heart that once felt nothing
collapsed with the last footstep
away from me into the coffin
with rats and cover of cobweb.

i wanted to shed a tear
but i was scorned by your friend,
i could only drink the glass near.
you were leaving my land.

winter snow turned black,
my vision became blurry,
i felt like a walking death
out of your pity and glory.

you were lying in the bed of roses,
me i was just a lonely stipe,
i must've lost all my senses
'cause you were just my type.

i wanted to punish myself
for what i believed and hoped.
i was punished by my own wealth
and the endless anxiety i loved.

two oceans put together
covered the path to you.
your call couldn't be sadder
than the unspoken truth.

i'm still standing in the rain,
with no clothes and soaked,
deeply i want to see you again
but my heart can't be locked.

//hikikomori//Where stories live. Discover now