i think i lost my name
in order to search for fame.
it occupies my brain and leaves it insane.
everybody is playing this game.
it's so lonely living on the clouds,
alone i overcome my ups and downs.
i walk in a crowd of all the clowns
who trap others in a casket like a mouse.
i'd buy cigarettes and drink all night,
showing world the nothing i've got.
happiness left me and changed my luck.
i wish i could only disappear from everyone's sight.
