i saw my girl during noon,
she came late from home,
even the lightest moon
isn't more sad when she's gone.
i'm breaking this part of me,
she took me to the lunch,
she could take care of me
and i wouldn't mind much.
i'm looking at her all the time,
melting under eye contact,
she's the coolest girl in this town,
almost closest to perfect.
we went to fancy cafe,
it's her favourite place,
i didn't order the laté
that connects to her face.
we talked and we laughed,
it takes my old dirty shadow
and turns it to being loved.
i looked funny through the window.
my family breaks my world,
so i stayed with my mind,
she's now the centre of my world,
that's why i hitched and lied.
i didn't regret anything for the night,
my heart was getting lost parts back,
i can't survive without a fight,
out of love, her touch i lack.
she took my mind and changed it,
now i love more this side of me,
some people might rearrange it,
but in my head playing one word: she.
we drank half the drinks
i suddenly lost my sense,
everytime she winks,
on my next move depends.
she took me to her apartment,
her hair and lips distract me,
i shouldn't pay the rent,
delusional of the part she likes me.
i don't know what to do anymore,
losing everywhere i go, losing.
i don't wanna be me anymore,
because everyone only using.
when i touched her shoulder,
her bare skin pushed the button
and my thoughts screamed louder
than memories designed with cotton.
hello, my dearest angel, i messed up,
going to her, thankful for the best day,
i'm so afraid she's gonna wake up
and think of me in a different way.
i'm so scared to see her today,
because the streets are full of faces,
what would i do, what would i say.
"it's love for you my soul embraces."
hoped it'd be one night stand,
but here i am, still a clueless girl,
who makes her lover into friend,
who will continue to be lonely girl.
since i connected with you for a second,
all lights down, everything calm,
on my door stands "welcome".
this kiss, my big regret, likes storm.
what is my life now,
what will happen here,
what we are now,
what will break my fear?
