you can be anything
but you can't be everything.
all those voices keep talking
and i've stopped hoping.
sitting by the table,
my mind isn't stable,
how much i struggle
to choose my fighter.
codex gigas is opened
and i'm honoured
to be bothered
by the words i ordered.
the cubes are thrown
and i'm left alone.
i imagine my own town,
on my face left a frown.
my head hurts so much
i just need a gentle touch
the bones loudly scrunch
but they don't care much.
how to embrace the fear
and face my life near.
how to sit down on my seat
and ignore people that can hear.
