you

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i came home from school,
threw the bag in the corner of the room.
i swear i've never been a fool
but for you i always do.

there's no way i can make myself happy,
my mind and heart are too messy.
but i mean it when i say
there's no other song to play.

i'm breaking my own rules
and even though i'm sleepy,
i don't want to go to sleep already,
just talking to you makes the day sunny.

i'm walking further in my dreams
to search for the place where my heart beats.
but this year has meaning,
i woke up to a new feeling.

sometimes i just wanna sleep forever,
sometimes i just wanna be awake more than ever,
sometimes i just wanna feel sad,
sometimes i just wanna see you next to me in my bed.

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