you said i deserved the world
but i don't think i deserve you.
you're my world.
you said you needed to think.
i haven't heard from you since.
i keep losing it.
how much time will it take
to forget.
how much time do i have to waste?
the pain in my chest is scary.
the whole universe in me
makes the pain so heavy.
i can't keep my eyes open,
i can't face the reality.
the fate is to be forgotten.
my hands are shaking.
a drop of sweat on my cheek.
and the panic is attacking.
i ask myself questions.
what's wrong with me?
i want to skip today's lessons.
i ask myself questions
but i don't know the answers.
i question all my decisions.
was it me all along?
why did it take so long
to fall apart?
is it me?
or is it the world?
that keeps breaking?
i hate this state of mind.
is it me?
why do i miss you?
am i just a fool?
do you miss me too?
