saw her with guys on the other side,
i walked with a girl for the first time.
she likes me for the way i am.
one look turns the world upside down.
i couldn't stop thinking about you,
even though i was out with someone new.
i've already messed up entirely,
love growing in my chest slowly.
can't stop this feeling that squeezes
me and turn my body into pieces.
i hate to admit that you wrapped
everything in me, left me trapped.
i should've known from the start
that you won't be around.
i made promises but how can i help
my soul, i want you my heart to take.
the girl doesn't deserve me cheating,
i fell for a heart that's beating
for everyone that gives her lust
but the one that can give her love.
what have you done with my mind?
how much did you poison the wine?
it ruined my day to see you smile
with someone else, it erased mine.
could spend the rest i've been keeping
in my small broken heart.
somehow it is still lightly beating,
you pulled the rug and killed my guard.
hope she can light up the darkness
because every day i am hopeless.
you took all my stories
and showed me flood of worries.
i picture you in the girl on my side,
she's so different from the person you are,
yet you appear in my head,
but for you i'm already dead.
one more look and it broke out,
my voice refused to make a sound.
you are everything i've been looking for,
yet you're the one i promised to never love.
so pull the trigger and take my body,
until my love and gun are loaded.
i'm resigned with my last breath,
my love for you, i call it death.
