of those who never tried,
who lost their chances,
who missed all the glances
and a will to live or die.
as i walk the narrow path,
as i walk the blind street,
all i see is her face
in every person i meet.
my memory is messed up,
never seems to grow up,
never seems to end up
in the love that shows up.
no more want for relationship,
no more need for a spaceship,
no more need for lust,
in which i always trust.
all i know is that i want her so much
that i gave up having a proper lunch.
all i know is that she'll never want me
to discover her body, to be near.
giving her the pure invasion
will not be the best conclusion.
asking for the adventure of the lifetime
is not an option but a sinful crime.
since i already wasted my memory,
since i denied the cure for my destiny.
once i noticed she liked to touch
every part of me i hated so much.
and i'll never love again to fight
for the things that make me high.
blow her a kiss in my sleep
so i can think it's hidden indeed.
'til the day she comes back i hope
she won't find me in the class stoned.
i talked about you with my close one
and now i know you won't be around.
like a drought in well, my eyes red,
i can't, i want you so bad.
