pick up the phone they said,
when all demons in me were red.
mispronounced the word correct,
in my stomach spread butterfly effect.
with each step to the light,
it goes away farther than mile.
the tears on cheeks dried a little
but in my heart they left a river.
i found a girl who keeps me company,
now the thoughts wake me up in the morning.
of all the places i've been to
my mind is the scariest though.
found a friend in blue and clear liquor
mixed with sour orange and sadness in order.
in case i cry for days,
the blood in my veins,
can see it might end,
waits for a razor blade.
