what i've been dying to tell you
is that i always love to be near you.
time gets frozen and stops
when i'm holding the tear drops.
an endless pain and anxiety in my heart
can make dark a shining star.
or is this your love i'm longing for?
i'm stuck in thoughts on bedroom floor.
does love means to suffer
and die together in laughter?
can you accept my honest words
or will you cut my heart with swords?
i can die by your side right here and now
rather than living my life feeling down.
when i get drunk and careless,
i'll tell you this:
"his scenarios are for sure endless
but i want you to be my last first kiss."
