losing

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i told myself many times,
don't search for love if there isn't any.
and i ignore all their advice,
advice to be just like many.

i swore i wouldn't be obsessed with someone
who doesn't even know i exist.
but it seems the world is made for no one
who doesn't fit in scenario of his.

the songs i used to sing before i met you
were nothing in comparison with those i listen to now.
the people let me want something more and be cool
but i ended up being fool somehow.

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