i don't wanna stay at home
and i don't wanna be alone.
just wanna leave, anywhere to go
to be with someone in a city or so.
i can't put what i feel to words,
it'd be like playing random chords.
sometimes it's like being scared,
sometimes i think i'm not afraid.
a lot going on in my head,
things i would like to forget.
what i would feel like after death,
going to heaven or possibly hell.
i was thinking about it before,
somehow i don't care about my lord.
right now living day to day,
haven't decided for my way.
i'm sorry for feeling this,
i'll try to delete it from my list.
