i thought i was going too deep
after that, losing sleep,
maybe she is the cure,
the cure for everything.
once again i was losing me,
in the middle of the poetry.
then she came forward
like nothing has changed.
my love, the answer of her.
there's nobody else, i swear,
who could make me feel
like the caramel ice cream sweet.
i'm flying on the clouds,
more than any other sounds
i love her laugh the most
in the world, no matter what it costs.
lost the definition of love,
lost the opportunity 'til it's gone.
and i am such a stupid fool
to believe it'll go smooth.
make myself suffer,
believing i am somebody.
until i am trapped in a room
that is stuck with my heart.
my life and all my shadows,
my brain and all my sorrows.
my heart and all my chances
have been wasted on you.
blue is the lightest colour,
for white nobody bothers.
black is my happy place,
it's just like you, no one else.
i still lie to me, it'll be fine,
that one day you could be mine.
i still lie to you,
that after all, i don't love you.
