Would it be gay if...?/Jilix

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Felix grabbed Jisung's hand right before he opened the door to his house

"Does your mom know that we are dating? Or know about anything that happened recently?" Felix asked

"No, she's been on a business trip and I've barely talked to her other than this morning but it was mostly her talking to me... I did call you my fiancé a few months ago though" Jisung said casually

"Why?! What did she say?" Felix asked debating on whether it was funny or if he should be scared to see Jisung's mom because of it

"I was in a rush because I was leaving to see you but I'm pretty sure that she has been wanting us to date since before we even liked each other as more than friends"

"Really?"

"Yeah, but we don't have to tell her about it yet if you don't want too. Just know that she's not gonna get mad or anything. The worst that will happen would be her taking a bunch of pictures of us and asking us a bunch of questions" Jisung replied as Felix let go of his arm so that he could open the door

"Can we tell her another day?" Felix asked

"Of course we can" Jisung smiled at him before he opened the door

"Mom I'm home. My fiancé is with me too" Jisung said casually

"Jisung!" Felix whisper shouted at him

"What? I've already told her that before"

"Hi!" Jisung's mother said happily as she walked into the living room "I haven't seen you in forever Felix, how have you been?"

"I've been good" Felix replied with a smile

"How have your parents been?" She asked, obviously having no idea about anything that happened with his mom or him going to the hospital

"Uhh my dad is okay. I don't know about my mom but I hope she's doing okay" Felix responded, causing Mrs.Han some confusion

"His parents are umm...having some issues" Jisung explained to his mom simply, trying to avoid going into detail

"Aww I'm sorry sweetie. I hope they work things out" Mrs.Han said to Felix

"Me too" Felix said even though he knew that it would never happen

Felix's response, however, did earn him a weird look from Jisung

"I'll leave you two alone now but if you ever want to talk to an adult about it you can always come and talk to me" she said then walked off back into the kitchen

Jisung quickly grabbed Felix's hand and pulled him upstairs to his room

"Did you mean that?" Jisung asked right after he closed his door

"Mean what?"

"Would you actually want your parents to fix things or were you just saying that so my mom wouldn't be suspicious?" He asked as he sat down next to Felix on his bed

"It doesn't matter, it's not like they would ever make up anyways"

"Felix....our promise" Jisung reminded him, wanting to know why he would wish for such a torturous person back in his life

"I would want her back in my life. It's never gonna happen though so it's fine" Felix sighed

Jisung sighed too, he couldn't make Felix not want her back in his life and he definitely couldn't make him hate her. If that was possible he would already hate her for everything that she did to him

"I'm sorry" Jisung said as he put his arm around Felix and Felix layer his head on Jisung's shoulder

"For what?"

"For using our promise against you"

"Sungie it's fine, that's what it's for. So we don't keep anything from each other"

Jisung then fell back on his bed, pulling Felix down with him. As they turned to face each other Jisung wrapped one of his arms over Felix and one of Felix' legs hung over Jisung's body

"I love you" Jisung said softly

"I love you more"

"No"

"Yes"

"Prove it"

"How am I supposed to prove that?" Felix asked as he laughed lightly

"You aren't" Jisung said, causing Felix to pout

"You're so mean, just accept my love"

"I do accept it but that doesn't mean that you love me more" Jisung explained As he kissed Felix's forehead

Felix then kissed Jisung's cheek, then gave him a quick kiss on his lips

Jisung pouted at the fact that the kiss was so short, then tried to kiss Felix again but Felix covered his mouth with his hand

"Whhhyy?" Jisung asked dramatically

"Admit that I love you more" Felix said, then quickly covered his mouth again

"but that would be lying which I can't do because then I would break our promise" Jisung explained and Felix rolled his eyes "Fine, we love each other equally" Jisung admitted

"That's even better" Felix said as he leaned in to give Jisung a kiss that lasted a little bit longer than the last

"A real kiss. Stop with the pecks" Jisung said making Felix blush lightly before he leaned in and connected their lips again, this time he held on to the side of Jisung's face and Jisung pulled Felix by the back of his neck to pull him closer

"Hey, I made you guys some sna- oh my gosh!" Jisung's mom said shocked, as she looked up to see Jisung and his best friend kissing