I know you get tired from working
I know you came in bed wanting rest
I won't deny that from you
You deserve it
Lately I haven't been feeling like myself
Lately I've been too emotional to count the days I've been mad or crying my heart out
I know you work hard, you're a good person
But I feel so sad and so lonely
I tried talking to you today about how last night I cried and I reached out to our friends because I know you had to sleep
I know you had work in the morning.
And I don't want to be selfish with you
I dont want to think im taking and not giving back because that's not how relationships work
But I was talking to you and you just rolled over..
I guess the conversation ended ? And i had this huge headache, and now I'm here
Silent tears
Raging fears
Overrunning thoughts
I tried to talk to you today ,and you rolled over. Now I feel cold, and it's not from the weather
I have to work too and I wonder if I'm stressing you out too much. And I'm spreading you out too thin?
Am I making you unhappy?
Am I too much for you?
So sleep dear, I want you to rest not knowing that I'm over here restless in my head, heart and in the echos of what I'm trying to forget.
I'm trying to be okay but I feel nothing of that yet
So sleep, I love you
Till then
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PoetryThis is my poetry and many more to come. thank you for reading . If you feel what I do, then I know it's real. "All poetry is written by me , do not take something and don't give credit for!"
