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I'm sad for some reason. I can't recall
I feel like the world's crashed into me and I can't stand tall.
I just thought it's a mood and it'd pass but so far it hasn't switched off like a light switch. And I can't handle what's been weighing on my heart and it won't go away for a start.
I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel Like I'm dragging on through the nights now. I felt as if I've been poisoned and I'm slowly dying.
My life on the line and I can't find a safe place to hide what walls will be safe to combine my tears wit every raging fears maybe that's what I'm going through
Maybe my life being on the line and having me be in this time period of what I can't know and what I do not know. Maybe I'm just rambling on and I'll stop if I was dead and we just have to wait on me. And see what I do. Where I go.
But it's unsure. I'm sad

And I know what to do.
Or maybe not.
I'm suppose to be asleep. Getting prepared for tomorrow and dealing with negotiations , and I can't fall asleep
I'm tired

I'm exhausted

I'm famished

I'm at my point of no will

Testing me like I'm back in school I've lost all my cool and I just wish to complete myself yet my hearts in pieces burning in a ever glowing fire , and it's too hot to touch or to salvage.

Breaking my soul to pieces and making me watch.
.
.
This is who I am right now.
Broken all underneath this.

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