Step Back

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three steps forward, two steps back.
why is it that no matter what I always have an anxiety attack.
a man who once "loved" me , keeps coming back.
I don't understand it. why once you go , you keep appearing like a plaque
go away,
why cant you understand the pain lingering in my heart?
why cant you see I don't want this "love" you offer, its so sour
I spit it out like bad medicine
you cant come back not here or ever again
because it is you
you who left me
so why when you departed , what keeps you coming on straight back?
why is It me?
or
do you miss the sense of security?
im tired
cant you leave me be?
let me continue to drown endlessly in all my miseries.

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