I'm tired of this back and forth.
My heart screams I'm exhausted with him but then I'm in love with him
I'm so tired of work , I'm tired of being told I'm loved but feel unloved
I'm tired of being told I'm meant something and then I'm shown nothing.
I want different. I want effort.
I was trying for the love of God
But I care too much. Way too much
I care and I care and you know I care and you take it and run with it.
And you don't care cause you can do whatever you do and know there's no consequences and you're fine with that.
I'd sit here screaming in your face. And to be finding out how many times I've been lied to. Lead to , believe you and oh you.
You are my downfall and yet I can't break myself from falling down bad for you.
My heart hurts cause I'm not one of those vulnerable people who let anyone in. You know too much of me and I barely of you.
My lungs feel like there is water in them. And they are drowning me and I don't think I'm going to fight.
I get up and cry and keep going.
I don't mean shit and the world keep reminding me of this.
So I'll let these tears fall ,I don't want to talk ,I don't want to be touched I want you to show different and yet I'm never going to get it.
YOU ARE READING
You
PoetryThis is my poetry and many more to come. thank you for reading . If you feel what I do, then I know it's real. "All poetry is written by me , do not take something and don't give credit for!"
