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There's a hole in my chest ,it's been a minute since I've had it patched up .
It's held up for a while , but I feel it tearing at the seams .
I'm sad again
Like the dark cloud is hanging over me but it's not pouring. I know it's there
The weight of it's unbearable I haven't had this feeling in years.
And I'm not ungrateful, I'm not going to wish I had more.
I felt like I ask for reasonable signs from the universe and God and I haven't been answered yet.
I know when time will tell ,the answer will come but right now.
My heart is heavy and it's the feeling of I'm just breathing unsteady ..

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