You

hey..

Hey lord you know
I'm tired
Hey lord you know
I'm fighting
Hey lord you know
I'm tired of tears
Hey lord just cut me loose.

Now the heart is tanking in ,
I don't wanna win
Let it take me
Let
It
Take
Me

I'll be on my way ,how long can I say
"I'm okay " or " don't replace me"?
Hey lord you know ,
  I'm fighting
Hey lord you know
I'm trying

Do you even hear my cries or pleads?
Do you see me fall onto my knees, weak?
I don't know how to breathe or how to speak,
How to sleep when my minds incomplete
You got the answers and the way of how it'll go
But I'm still standing here ,frozen like I'm in snow

Am I the fool? I relish my demons in turn, getting a chain for the pain I'll have no words to explain?
How I feel for him, this is all just a game?
I sound insane how and the way I tell him things and he glows , he benefits from the way I breathe my worthiness and he goes about his day so why complain?
I don't know how he feels
I don't even know if it's real
I don't know if he even cares for me like he says
It sits stewing in my head while I lay in bed
Does it even matter I put him first?
I give him my all, is he going to just kick dirt on me?
Yet ill smile and say it's fine for a while before the next time he will sing to my soul for a little Mile.

Hey lord what is this ?
Is this a blessing a lesson?  Can you confirm for either?
I'm just wanting to know
Because I am a person who gives and I give abundantly,
If he says he cares I want him to love me for me

Not for the talks we have, or the magnets that connect us by souls,
Not even the love we make oh how sweet it can be yet is it incriminable?

I ask for the knowledge of you acknowledging me , yet I hear silence in this room and my tears falling to my feet.

Hey lord you know
I'm trying
Hey lord you know
I'm fighting
I'm sure this world is done with me ,
Hey lord you know it's true..