Because of you, I don't trust easily anymore
because of you, I almost lost myself and locked the door
because of you, I was up at 3am slouching on the bathroom floor.
crying with every drop tears began to pour.
because of you, I'm this empty shell . stuck in this personal hell of everything I dealt with. all of everything wrong including your bullshit.
I wanted to go out and be shown I was your girl.
but you never claimed me in the real world.
you threw me to the side, like I was trash.
and my feelings? you laughed at that.
im lost in a stray of stars, glowing and gleaming . but my insides feel like their screaming.
floating along the galaxy I'm a false planet, one who just wanted to be claimed but n o you scanned it and went away. I meant that little to you, when I gave you everything.
so now here I am.
alone, heart broken and truly a grave added to the graveyard.
what I wouldn't give to shine brightly again, like the northern star.
wishing for the old ways to go back to the way they are, now I am filled with a million scars.
why is it when I give my all, I get nothing back?
why is it when I love , I don't even get reciprocation of it back?
all I want is nothing more, to see the old you at my door.
but I cant see your face anymore, its the devil maliciously licking its lips just waiting for me to open up once more.
YOU ARE READING
You
PoetryThis is my poetry and many more to come. thank you for reading . If you feel what I do, then I know it's real. "All poetry is written by me , do not take something and don't give credit for!"
