real..tired..

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Sometimes I feel like I'm not going anywhere
Sometimes I feel like I'm loosing too much when I'm combing my hair
Some nights I cry in the shower , or the bath tub
Some nights might I just need a hug?
There are the times when I feel like I'm loose like a thread slowly sticking out of a sweater too soon
Or I'm too hyper like a kid who you given nerds to right before bedtime, now I'm on fire.
Feel
Real?
Feel
Appeal?
Feel
Sealed?
Oh yeah this is all too much
But you never said anything about me feeling smushed
Or the way I run when you call
Or if you need anything I'm there even when I fall.
I'm tired. And I'm tired of saying I'm tired
That's the only word that comes to my mind now it's undesired
Why much tired be the way I feel
The way I react
Wait hold on...is this real?
I'm tired
I'm tired
I'm tired
I'm tired
I'm sleepy..I want this nap to take me back when the world was peaceful
Now I wish to see them again ain't that the sequel ?
I'm tired
Of dreams
I'm tired of falling apart at the seams
I'm tired
I'm tired
Burn me so I have no more fire
Let me turn to ash so I can crash and not feel like ass about what I needed in order to have some "class"
In the way society says women need more and more to valid their definition of tired...
They'll just say" you have a head full of ideas and your soul sparks fire !"
No world
I'm done
I'm tired..
So much for desire..

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