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You see I don't think I'm going to live long
I'm not saying this to raise attention but I think I'm saying it as a reminder.
Somewhat of a mention.
I have some people out there thinking the worst of me , when they haven't seen the worst IN me. You know?
And how I help people get to where they need to be. But when it comes down to it , I never really be there for ME.
some people wish I never existed. Believe me they'll get what they wish for and then they won't be able to resist it.
The power to have a handle on someone's life.
The power of their soul in your hand , feeling of all might.
My life is full of hurt.
I've already buried my heart ,soul, they reside in the dirt.
I'd take the kidneys out but I'm not ready to say goodnight.
I'm not good with feelings
I'm terrible at math
I suck at focusing on what I could have. I tend to think I get what I deserved in the end .
Oh look it's the sun set. The office countdown begins.
Will I wake up tomorrow?
Will the lives be filled with sorrow. ?
I think that everyone moves on , and they'd be okay. It's a count down to my death and the people's happier days.

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