Going out with you is stressful but not going out with you makes me feel regretful.
And you know it as well as I do that me and you are about to snap. Like twigs in 2, and I can't keep being this perfect self I've invented around you.
And you never asked for perfect but you got it from the get-go, I never asked to be here but yet I'm struggling to live at 22years old.
You make me doubt , question and hurt who I truly am ,when I'm away the Boulder isn't on my shoulder matter of fact it's rolled far away over. And into a meadow of fear because I'm not by you and you're not near
Yet I can't stand it
Choosing between my happiness or the sunken madness
You've given me this and I didn't ask for it
The unbearable weight of a overbearing mother and a sister who didn't get that version . She got another. And I've stood my ground, held it high and I'm cracking at the seams. Sitting here screaming asking God why , I do what I'm told and I never became too bold . You made me this way, obedient to this day I have to go. I have to get out. For my own sanity.
YOU ARE READING
You
PoetryThis is my poetry and many more to come. thank you for reading . If you feel what I do, then I know it's real. "All poetry is written by me , do not take something and don't give credit for!"
