cant you talk to me?
you're laying there lifeless
my thoughts are getting to me , racing to the top of my head and throughout my body it spreads.
like a disease.
my body aches ,
my lungs lock up.
I cant breathe my throats.. shut up...
I'm suffocating
thinking that the distance just lingering here between us, the silence that violently mistreats my heart.
its pushing you away driving us far apart
I cant take it anymore
my body is quivering, the thought of suffering keeps me shivering.
I need to wake up, I need to not think about it but my mouth is dry like a drought hit.
wondering where did this anxiety come from, what spouted this?
this silence that placed this boulder between us.
its like you don't see me, this is my weakness
you're forgetting about me
you wont remember my face
my name
my race
my reason to see you
but you don't want to see me.
you wont even lookup or around , can it be? you've already forgotten the story of you and me?
and it was only the first chapter and you threw away the book locking up the key
you banished me in the island of no return
and baby let me tell you this is hell
now I sit and stare at myself
watching my skin burn,
my cheeks turning red
my eyes swollen from crying
there's no need to continue lying
just tell me why you wont look at me anymore
you smiled and said what killed my heart into 30milion pieces for sure
you looked dead in my soul and slowly said "Who are you.? do I know you anymore?"
slicing my soul, killing my spirit
no wonder the police found me in the attic , hanging by the longest turtle neck sweater
I knew it then and knew that we couldn't be together . forever
so in hell this is where ill sadly rot, and you'll forever be known as the guy who never got caught.
ČTEŠ
You
PoezieThis is my poetry and many more to come. thank you for reading . If you feel what I do, then I know it's real. "All poetry is written by me , do not take something and don't give credit for!"
