anxiety

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i hate feeling anxious
i hate feeling out of control
i hate fearing everything
i hate i just hate

it's feeling so scared you cant leave your house
it's feeling so scared you remove your self from society
it's feeling so scared you become a background character in your own life
it's feeling so ill you can't bear to do anything

it's feeling so safe because you are in a comfort place
it's feeling so safe because you never do anything uncomfortable
it's feeling so safe because you never have to deal with people
it's feeling so safe because you can comfortably be yourself

it's feeling alone
it's feeling isolated
it's feeling scared
it's feeling calm
it's feel confused
it's feeling angry

it's a never ending feeling of feeling
of feeling absolutely everything and nothing
all at once

it's feeling anxious

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