The Virgin Outcast Who Stole The Empress Heart

Somehow it happened

I can't believe Jandi suggested that I should use the Empress. I can't do that ..I can't use her.

"Oh goodness, why did she even think that?" I asked myself as I walked toward the maids quarters with the intention of going into Jandi's quarters and dragging her out to mine so that she would explain to me why she said those things to me and then run off after telling me she'll give me some time and space to think ..think what? 

Of course I won't do it. The answer is a very big no!

I entered Jandi room but she's not in so I decided to look for her in the kitchen and there she is, immediately after acknowledging the servants greetings ..I grabbed her hand and began leading us to my chamber. 

I stopped instantly when my eyes met two very fair skinned women coming out from my chambers.

"They're the women that I told you Kyung-sook and the elders selected to be the Empress's concubine ..I wonder what they're doing here, maybe they're here to ask for your permission." Jandi whispers to my ears and the way she said it, she wants it to get to me.

I walk up to them then begin looking at them to explain why they were inside my chamber but before they could explain ..Min Yonghwan walked up front and said after bowing in greetings.

"I'm sorry Her Highness, I thought you were in and they were sent by the Empress so I just let them in." Min Yonghwan explained and I told him not to ever let anyone inside my chambers without asking for my permission first then I turned my attention to them, wanting to ask them why the Empress asked them to see me but I didn't. 

I don't want to hear them telling me that the Empress told them to see me so that I will give them permission to become her whore and because of this I hissed in their face, turn to Min Yonghwan and said to him that I don't want to see the two women inside my chamber and then I walked inside my with Jandi beside me.

Immediately I entered my chamber, I grabbed a pillow and threw it away in anger.

"So now you're going to do it ..right? Jandi asks which makes me want to yell at her but I didn't because I know she's saying this for a good course. I sigh, sit on my couch and look up at Jandi before saying to her..

"I won't do it." I said but Jandi didn't say anything ..I don't even know if she's going to leave because I'm not going to do what she wants, what she thinks is the only solution.

"I can't do it Jandi, I can't use her and besides the Empress is smart ..she will find out if I use her which I won't. I can't."

"You can't because you love her Lady Nana." Jandi said while looking me in the eyes as if daring me to deny it.

"I love her ..I love her Jandi." I said to myself and Jandi. I know that I've fallen for the Empress but I don't know when and I don't know how it happened ..all i know is that somehow it happened, It just did and I'm actually not fighting myself for loving her.

"Then use your love for her and do the right thing. It's not like I'm asking you to kill her or steal all her wealth, it for every person's good. 

Lady Nana, no one knows what Kyung-sook is planning and that's bad ..real bad, It could be that she's planning your death, mine or even the Empress's ..yes, it's possible."

"What do I do Jandi, I don't know what to do."

"For now I want you to be happy. I'm happy for you Lady Nana, I'm happy because you love your wife ..Love her and at the same time try to let her see the true colour of her godmother but I have to go."

"Don't go ..please Jandi, i don't want you to go." I plead but somehow I already know that her mind is made up but I still couldn't stop my heart from grieving when she said.. "I'm sorry lady Nana but I have to ..for my grieving father. " and then she walked out to go and pack her things.