hurt myself by hurting you~ jiara

labyrinth

~jjs pov~

Around 2am me, sarah and katie waited for rafe to arrive. I didn't know how to act after everything he had done to us- but sometimes we just have to forget the past. (But I won't really)

When he finally got here, katie ran to him and hugged him. Sarah was standing behind me, and she didn't look impressed.

"Hi there." he walked over to us, light nervous
He took a look behind me where sarah was standing. "Hey sarah.. how are you?" He asked, confused

"I- I'm great," she said and walked closer to me

"Jj," he added and tapped my shoulder

"I got the guns," katie said out of blue. And rafe turned to her unexpectedly

"You know - it's weird. We are basically a family.. after everything. " rafe signed, and sarah nudged me for attention, I looked at her, and she whispered,"Let's go, I feel like someone's watching us" I looked around but no one was there

"Good. So where to?" I asked, and rafe looked at Sarah

"Wards holiday house ?" He kinda asked, and sarah shrugged "if it's empty again." She replied, and rafe nodded

"Let's go," katie smiled and walked to rafes car

I looked back at 'our house' and at the window from kies and my room. I knew things would get destroyed after this. But I really need to help them.

We drove to the holiday house. It had 2 rooms, 2 bathrooms, a kitchen, a balcony, and a living room.

Me and sarah left a letter for the others, even if they'll probably know what we're up to, we said that we are just going to check 'obx' for a few days. Me and sarah shared a room, and katie and rafe did too..

I just didn't like the way things went. I hate to think about me and sarah working with our real enemy... and I hate to know I'm doing this against my friends and family. kiara.

She helped me through a lot, and now we are doing different things that both of us don't really stand for.

"Jj?" Sarah snapped me out
"Don't just stand there and think, you really need to sleep," she added and patted the bed

"No, I think I'm going on a walk," I replied, and she stood up

"You sure?" She walked closer
"It's raining, and it's dark. And besides you don't really know this place well.." 

"Yeah.. I'll be fine, don't worry. " I smiled, and she signed."Be careful," she stepped back and sat down,

~kie's pov~

I watched them leave with rafe fucking cameron. I can't believe they're doing this. As much as I love them- it doesn't feel like they ever were in our friendgroupe they feel like my biggest enemies right now...

I told Veronica about it, and she said she already knows that's why she made a little group to help her stay alive. John b suggested to help them, and to look out for jj,rafe,sarah and katie.

The next morning, we went to Veronica's all together.

"I just really want to thank you again." she smiled and gave her hand
"And I really hope someday everything's gonna be fine again," she added, and her smile dropped

"Look, we know what you did to them, and we also understand their side. But we can't accept what they're about to do to a person." Pope signed

"Yeah," she whispered

"Don't worry, we hopefully will change their minds. All of them." John b said

Something told me cleo wasn't really proud of us doing that. She even asked if it's important to help her, but we convinced her that she really begged for help and we would help at all costs. Cause we are not gonna let jj and sarah regret it.