hurt myself by hurting you~ jiara

souls dont meet by accident

~John bs pov~

Pope and I ran inside as quickly as possible.Jj was laying on the floor unconscious.

"Jj, buddy!!" Pope screamed and kneeled down to him

"Can you hear us?" I asked panicking as I shook him and slapped his face softly

"Dammit!" Pope screwed and checked if jj is still breathing "his breath is way to slow!" He shouted

"Where's the goddamn ambulance- he's gonna die.!" Pope added cupping jjs face

I tried everything to wake him up, but nothing worked and the ambulance took so freaking long he was almost about to die.

"Common jj" pope shouted louder than before, and he shook him way angrier.
He lost it completely and shook him hard and faster every second

"PLEASE" he scream-cried

"Pope- your making it even worser!" I backed him away

~kies pov~

I heard pope crying and I knew that meant bad news. But I needed to calm Sarah first, she was breathless and cried in fear of what had happend

"Shhh... it'll be fine" I hugged her and she sobbed into my arms

"We need to go, see what happend!" She screamed and grabbed me running inside

And when i saw jj laying down helpless with pope and John b around him, it felt like someone was shooting at Me.

"What happend?" Sarah cried kneeling down

I was speechless, I couldn't control any of my emotions. And started crying like a waterfall. I kneeled down aswell shaking jj

"PLEASE-, WAKE UP" I screamed at him
my grip tightens and I was shaking him faster

"Shh" pope, John b and sarah said backing me away from jj

"Help is on their way-" John b whispered stroking my back

Pope looked around and then at me
"Where's cleo?" He asked

"Waiting outside for the cops." Sarah sobbed

And suddenly cleo and cops came in

"Make some space" a nurse shouted, we stood up and backed away a bit

Shoupe came walking into our direction
"What happend?" He asked

"We heard a shot and then we came running seeing jj on the floor" cleo explained cause she was the most calmed from us

"Their alive" another cop shouted coming towards us from Steven and luke.
Shoupe nodded and turned back to us

"I'm gonna visit jj at the hospital if he wakes up" shoupe than meant and that's when I felt madness Inside me growing

What did he mean with if  ? Ofcours he's gonna wake up. There's no way he's gone. Not because of his stupid family. And his stupid carring character.

Time flies by and we all waited for the doctor. To tell us the news.

"Do you think he made it?" I asked as tears appeared in my eyes again

"It's jj. He sure did" pope smiled with a very weak smile

"I wanna know what happend."Sarah signed and let her hands fall on her legs

"He'll tell us" cleo replied making us hope
And finally a doctor came running towards us. Along his face expression I could tell somethings wasn't rigth...