I'm so lucky
For my two friends
However,
There is an unspoken rule.
One I can be crazy with
I can be rebellious
I can vent
I can be bookish
I can be queer (but without outing myself yet)
I can be authentic,
But I can't tell her anything; she can't keep a secret
And with the other one
I can be funny
I can ask for help
I can be quiet
I can be a fangirl
But I have to act super-straight
And tell her nothing; her heart is too fragile and pure to burden my problems
But I love my friends.
Because they aren't homophobic
And they helped me heal
After I lent the wrong person
My trust
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My Random Thoughts
Poetrycompletely random things going on in my life that i need to express - mostly in poetry form (I'm slowly editing and adding poems. I made a majority of these when I was in middle school and had no clue what I was doing. Sorry for that.)