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Eating Disorder 🐝

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Summary:  Matt has an eating disorder what happens when his brothers find out?

Thank you @c94515290 for the request! <333

(Nick has a license in this one too)

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Matt's POV

I haven't been feeling good lately, everyone is saying I have been putting on weight i didn't notice it until now I mean I have tried EVERYTHING

Diets

Cutting out snacks

Only eating dinner

Nothing is working so I've decided to just cut out everything and limit it to just water it will be better for everyone I mean nobody wants an overweight brother/son NOBODY. I don't know why I didn't notice earlier maybe i could've done something sooner before I got like this I feel so guilty I can't imagine how embarrassed my brothers must be to even be in the same frame as me.

TIME SKIP 2 WEEKS

It has been 2 weeks now of no food I've been pretty good at hiding the fact I haven't been eating to my brothers, it doesn't seem like they think anything of it but I don't think they would be upset I mean they would probably be happy I'm losing weight. the first week was hard but now I'm kind of used to the feeling of being hungry and I would do anything to make sure people like me. I can't even look in a mirror anymore without feeling a wave of guilt wash over me, I just hate the way my body looks its so awful and disgusting and every time I see myself I can just hear my family saying to me

WORTHLESS

DISGUSTING

USELESS

OVERWEIGHT

NOBODY LIKES YOU

It just keeps getting worse and worser.

TIME SKIP TO IN THE CAR (ikr so many time skips I'm so sorry)

Me Nick and Chris are currently on our way to Mcdonalds I am in the back since Nick wanted to drive today, I'm not going to get anything but ill just say I ate earlier to avoid suspicion. we get to the drive-through, "what do we all want?" nick says looking at Chris and back at me "chicken nuggets and a large pepsi please thank you" Chris replies I twirl my fingers as I say "ill just have an ice water thanks" I mumble almost silently "you don't want food?!" Nick says visibly confused. "yep I ate at home" I say looking down "we have been together all day Matt?" Chris interrupts, "yeah whatever" I say slouching down slightly as I lay my head back onto the headrest, I'm so hungry I can basically feel my stomach eating itself and begging for food. Still, I can't give in I've been doing so well. After a few minutes, our food is ready and I grab my water from him, I go to take a sip until I feel something being placed on my lap, I look down and see a box of chicken nuggets.. I look at them in disgust as I feel a sudden wave of rage fly over me and I start shouting "what the f*ck nick I said I wasn't hungry!" I feel tears start pricking at the corner of my eyes, "Woah calm down I ordered you them in case you got hungry later.." he replies "yeah.. I don't know what has gotten into you Matt" Chris says looking disappointed in me. 

Oh god what have I done?

Oh no

They are all disappointed in you now

They know

I'm so overwhelmed by all of the words filling my head that I can't even hear the words coming out of Nicks mouth, I'm snapped out of my thoughts a few seconds later as I feel the tears leave my eyes, I quickly wipe them with my sleeve. suddenly, I feel Nicks hand on my leg "Matt what's wrong sweets" he says as I feel him rub my leg comfortingly, I pull my knees up to my chest as I feel a lump grow in my throat. I pull my hoodie over my face to hopefully hide my tears as I hear Chris say "Hey what's wrong Matty" can basically hear the concern in his voice i feel awful. "Nothing please can we go home" I mumble cringing as I feel my voice cracking in between words, I feel Nick give my leg one last rub as he replies "okay then sweetheart" I feel him return to his seat as he says to Chris "Can you go sit in the backseat with him until we get home please" don't know why I couldn't just keep quiet.. soon later I feel Chris get in the seat beside me as he places a comforting hand on my back "you'll be okay Matty I love you" I feel tears fall from my eyes as I feel myself growing tired, I lean into his touch as I feel myself fall asleep.

 Nick's POV

It's currently 2 am and we are on our way to get Mcdonalds after filming our Friday video, we pull up to the drive-through "What do we all want?" I ask "chicken nuggets and a large pepsi please thank you" Chris replies "ill just have an ice water thanks" Matt mumbles almost silently "you don't want food?!" I ask visibly confused. "yep I ate at home" "we have been together all day matt?" Chris interrupts, "yeah whatever" matt mumbles, I see him lay his head back onto the headrest. My eyebrows screw together as I grow confused, Matt LOVES Mcdonalds.. "Alright then ill get myself chicken nuggets and a dr pepper." I reply confused he never acts like this.

After a few minutes we get our food, I hand Chris his nuggets and Pepsi and place my food in my lap as I lean back and give matt his water and nuggets I ordered in case he got hungry "what the f*ck Nick I said I wasn't hungry!" Matt shouts unusually upset, "Woah calm down I ordered you them in case you got hungry later.." I reply feeling kind of hurt I mean who doesn't like nuggets?! " I don't know what has gotten into you Matt" Chris replies. I sigh and take the food from his lap "it's fine ill give them to mum or something" I reply putting them back in the bag carefully. I start driving as I pull into a parking lot, "we can stop and eat here and then we will go ho-" I am cut off by sniffling in the back, I turn around and see matt wiping his tears.

"Matt what's wrong sweets," I say rubbing his leg comfortingly I see him pull his knees up to his chest as he pulls up his hoodie to hide his face I frown, "hey what's wrong Matty" I hear Chris say as he too looks concerned "Nothing please can we go home" he mumbles voice cracking between words. "okay then sweetheart" I reply and say to Chris "Can you go sit in the backseat with him until we get home please" I see him nod as he gets into the back with Matt. I pull out of the driveway as I return my focus to the road making my way home.

Chris's POV

TIME SKIP TO AT HOME

I see Nick pull into the driveway as I look down at Matt who is still in my arms, he feels so light. "come on Matty were home now" I say softly as I hear him mumble something as he gets up and makes his way into the house wobbling slightly every step he takes. I make my way into the house as I see matt rush upstairs into his room I run after him and into his room to see him sitting on the corner of his bed eyes filled with tears, "i-im s-sorry" I hear him mumble his voice breaking, I rush over to him engulfing him in a hug "hey.. hey Matty whats wrong what are you sorry for" I hush as I feel him break into sobs his voice sounding so broken as his body shakes. I see nick hurry over pressing a warm hand to his back. "what's wrong love I'm so worried" Nick replies trying his best to calm him down. "i-im so hungry but I c-cant eat I just can't e-eat I'm too f-fat everyone knows it! I just want to be good enough.." he hurries out. "oh honey who told you those  lies your perfect and are in no way fat.. and you need to eat to survive  or else you'll become weak." Nick hushes as I stroke his cheek gently. "please eat honey" I whisper holding him impossibly closer, "it's t-to hard" he replies wiping his eyes with his sleeves. "please try.." I reply desperation lacing my voice. "okay ill try" he mumbles, I lay him back on the bed as I and nick get in beside him his head resting on my chest with nicks arms wrapped around us both.

 Soon enough we were all asleep and I knew we would all be okay in the end, we will take it day by day until he recovers fully.

AUTHORS NOTE

Hello, How are we all?! Once again if there are any mistakes feel free to correct me! I hope you all enjoyed this one it took me hours to do I don't know what eating disorders are entirely like so I'm sorry if it's not perfectly displayed! :) and I'm sorry this took so long to come out!  anyways I love you all and remember so many people care about you and love you your never alone and never be afraid to reach out and ask for help.

Goodnight <3

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