Chapter 1

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Translations will be at the end of each chapter. I hope you will enjoy the story.

Trigger warning : torture ⚠

He wished that it wasn't true, but he still remembered the screaming, the hands that dragged him from his cell, and then the darkness. He remembered waking up in this place. He wished he was dreaming.

"I don't like failure." Two of the Chitauri were holding him tightly. He couldn't use his magic to defend himself as it had been weakened by Odin. "I will break you. I will make you suffer, and that is worse than death."

"You will never break me!" Loki spat at him.

Loki tried to break free from the Chitauri's hold but the claws were digging into his skin. A stabbing pain shot through his body. Blood ran down his arms. Inwardly, he wanted to cry out, but he didn't want to give Thanos the pleasure of seeing him suffer.

"I will break you and make you suffer, Loki Odinson . . . or should I say, Laufeyson. " Thanos now was hovering over him, smirking.

"Never!" Loki glared at him.

"You should be quiet." The Chituari at his left hissed at him, kicking his side.

He gasped and tried to clutch his side but the other one was holding his hand.

Thanos laughed at him. "Pathetic! Everyone will know how I broke you. No one will ever fail me again, for fear of being like you. "

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He didn't know how many days passed while he was in this place. Maybe days or months. He didn’t count anymore.

There was no escape from his torture and he didn't know how to escape this place. His screams echoing throughout every night, and his muttering to himself was one of the only comforts he had left.

His hair hung limply and fell into his bruised face. His back ached. All of his body was aching.

He was always sitting in the corner of his cell, whimpering in pain. He wondered, if he died, would he be accepted into Valhalla?
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"Loki! There you are, brother, " a 15 year-old Thor said after finding his little brother in their mother's garden.

Young Loki was reading a book about spells until he was interrupted by his brother's loud voice.

"Thor, I was trying to learn here." He glared at his brother, and then returned to reading his book.

"But Loki, i'm bored," Thor whined. "Let’ us go spar! "

Their mother was sitting, watching them with a fond smile on her face. Loki looked at her for help but she just looked at him, her smile widening.

He sighed, already regretting what he was about to say. "Okay , I will spar with you."

"Loki, you're the best brother in all of the nine realms! I love you." Thor smiled brightly at him.

"I love you too. " He giggled as he sped away with Thor behind him, laughing and trying to catch his brother. 
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The memories were the only thing that kept him sane. He was smiling at this memory, despite the ache in his face.

"I will not break, I will not break. Ég mun ekki brjóta." He said it over and over again.

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"Tell me, why did you fail? " Thanos was in his cell, and looking at him with his wicked smile.

Loki wrapped his arms around himself, trying to ease the pain.

One of the Chituari kicked him. "Answer! " it hissed at him.

"B-because of Th-thor a-and h... "

"No, not that." Thanos interrupted him.

Loki started to panic, he didn’t know what to say. "Because of Tho.... " He tried again, but Thanos interrupted him.

"No. You want to know why you failed? " Loki looked at him and tried not to show fear on his face.

"You failed because you are pathetic, you are weak, and you are worthless. "

"No , I am Loki. I am strong and I am not all of the above. Ég mun ekki brjóta." he said, glaring at him.

Suddenly a whip struck him quickly. His back ached and felt as though it was on fire.

"You will admit that you are pathetic. I will break you." Thanos said before the beating started again.

Loki's vision became blurry. He tried to stay awake but his eyes started to close. He begged in his mind for someone to come and take him from here, but then darkness took over.

Ég mun ekki brjóta - i will not break

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