Despite having to deal with aliens invading Earth, Choi Beomgyu randomly found time to come out of the closet and was ready to get himself a man.
Only to fail countlessly.
Just when he was about to give up on finding love, he accidentally summoned...
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~•~ In the evening
So not only did Beomgyu feel humiliated trying to defeat a 3-star zeeon, got another horrible date, but he also got reminded one more time that Yeonjun doesn't like him.
As a result, this night will make it three nights in a row that he plans on crying himself to sleep.
But first, he's going to take a shower to be all clean while doing his crying duty. 'Why can't I just find a guy who I like and who likes me back without just looking for sex? If I had a lover during this whole zeeon crap I'd feel unstoppable but instead nooooo of course my ass is alone. The guys in my M.T group are attractive but.. they mostly radiate straight vibes...'
Before going in the shower, he stopped in front of the mirror to look at himself. 'Yeonjun I'm far from ugly and we click well so why don't you like me? What the hell is a Soobin and why is it better than me? Whenever he's around Yeonjun stops caring about me...'
Beomgyu randomly started squishing his face. 'Should I get plastic surgery? I wanna stay natural though and I think I have Korean beauty standards down enough no? Wait why am I talking like I can even afford it?'
Beomgyu stepped into the shower. But then just stood in there, water pouring on him as he stared down with a dead expression.
Despite his efforts, he couldn't help but start dwelling on the negative.. tears that weren't on schedule welled up in his eyes, betraying the facade he tries hard to maintain on the daily. He deems himself as such a failure and it hurts sometimes. 'I think I get why Yeonjun is not into me...'
Not only is Beomgyu a mere 1 star, he's poor, his family doesn't care about him, and he can't get a degree in anything. Can't even brag about working at Hybe since he doesn't have a real job there like Yeonjun does.. His job is being a cleaner there...
After learning he had powers, he thought they could finally be his only redeeming quality.. But of course, the universe had to make his powers weak.
Beomgyu was also so upset about being in the closet for so long but now even though he's out he's had the worst luck which didn't feel like a good welcome in the community..
He doesn't have his powers, his career, his money, his friendship or relationship status going for him. At this point, he thought that all he had was his looks but yet it wasn't enough.
"I really just wish I could find a boyfriend.. Just someone who would give a shit about me.."
