I stare at him
"That was beautiful" I say amazed at him
"Sofia I love u will u take me back"
"Carter I don't know what to say"
"Say yes" he said sliding his over mine. I pull it away.
"Do I have anytime to think" I say
"Sure u do u have now"
"I mean give me till Monday"
"Ok" he's says sadly "let me drive u home"
"No I will walk"
I then get up and leave the site walking home as quickly as I could.
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September 7th, 2014
I was in my regular clothes around the afternoon when Kaya FaceTime me.
"Hey" she said.
"What do u want" I say coldly
"Girl I will feed you to the wolves" ps that's my catchphrase.
"Stop coping me and get your own one"
"Wow what made u wake up on the wrong side of the bed"
"Nothing"
"Sofia what's wrong"
"It's ok"
"No it's not tell me"
So I told her every thing down to the last detail.
"How Romantic"says Kaya shocked
"I know"
"So r u going to say yes"
"I don't know what do u think"
"He's a jack but so r u"
"Thanks Kaya "
"But I really think u should say yes"
"But if I don't love him"
"Omg Sofia stop making everything a soap opera u don't love him it's only 10th grade"
"Whatever I have to go"
"Ok bye"
So I get a yes from Kaya. 1 friend down 4 to go.
I text Kaitlin.
"Hey"
She instantly texts "hey"
"So I have something to tell u"
"What wrong"
So I also tell her the whole story down to the last detail.
"OMG"she say
"So"
"So I think he is a romantic moron"
"I know but what do u think I should say"
"NO NO NO NO. nope never ever say no. he doesn't deserve you"
"Ok but Sloan said I should say yes"
"Don't listen to him"
"Ok thanks"
"No problem I only want what's best for you"
I send her our symbols and she sends one back.
1 yes 1 no and 3 friends to go.
I ask Kyle to meet me at colt state park. He says yes.
At the park we meet by the play ground we both sit on the swing and slightly swing.
"What wrong" he says
"Does there always have to be a problem for me to hang with my bestie for eves"
"Yes"
"Ok ok you r right"
So once again I explain everything to him.
"Ok"
"So any thoughts"
"I don't know"
"Kyle I need your option"
"Do what ever u want"
"No no Kyle I don't know what to do"
"Sofia I don't know what to tell u"
"I need you to tell me what to do "
he looks angry but I don't know if it is at me or him.
"Date him marry him. Sofia I don't care u just need to understand he doesn't deserve you"
"Then who does"
"What"
"Kyle no one likes me. I have look at everyone no boy will ever like me. I am ugly, short I have a squeaky voice, and not to mention how sarcastic I am. Kyle Carter is the only chance I have at love. no one else wants me"
"Sofia"
"No don't Sofia me"
With that I leave. tears flow out of my eyes leavening me go home blurry. this is what I have to live with.
ČTEŠ
The Young Years(#Wattys2016)
ChickLitAs Sofia goes into her new environment she Mets a boy that takes her breath away. But what she will never know is that he plays mind games and that he will turn her world upside down and change her life forever.
