Observer - Timothee Chalamet

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Life
A series of events
People are born , freed to the world , to then die at a certain age .

Life
A mixture of good and bad
People go through certain situations , to learn and grow .

But it was never like that for timothée , he never really got to live . Timothée was never a singular, timothée were a plural .

On the inside wasn't one person , but a whole lot of voices . they'd always hurt him , they'd scare everyone off because they wanted him .

They ruined his life , they broke the life cycle for him . They made him end it all .

( before you complete the rest of the chapter you'll need to listen to ' clouds 'by before you exit , please do before completing so you feel closer to the story , you need to >:( <3 )

Heaven got back from school refusing to believe it all , nothing made sense , those had to be rumors .

She fell on the cold floor and held her head hitting it with every strength she had left against the wall , letting out a loud sob .

Screams , cries and loud crashes echoed throughout the entire house , but her room wasn't as close to a mess as she was .

She pulled her hair in frustration and broke everything she had laid her eyes on , until her eyes landed on her nightstand .

There lied something, she couldn't make out what it was exactly , because her vision was blurry due to all the tears.

She managed to drag her body until she reached her nightstand . There lied a small box .

She grabbed the box , her hot tears making contact with it . She immediately knew who this was from , she was too scared to open it .

Swallowing the lump in her throat , she slowly opened it , revealing a letter .

' hi heaven , my beautiful gorgeous heaven . I guess you've heard about it by now , im not sure how you feel about this, but nothing right now can change my fate . Anyway , couple of years ago i lost someone very special to me , or two actually , i kinda lost myself then too if that counts . My sister and i were very close , closer than you could ever imagine . She left the house one day and never came back . Not even sure if shes dead or alive but i guess ill get to find out by the time you're reading this . Anyway, when she was gone i isolated myself completely from the whole world . I refused to ever get attached to anyone ever again , the universe hated my guts and i knew what would happen next . I had only two friends, but apparently no one else could see them . They say it's because im special and they only like talking to me but i dont know . They were my only source of communication at that time, they were all i ever talked to . They helped me alot and i owe them alot for that. Until you showed up , until you fucking showed up heaven . Trust me , i did my entire best to stay away and i should have stayed away , but you heaven , you were something else . I wanted to get to know you more , i felt like i needed to . They warned me about you , they said you'd hurt me but i kept telling them you weren't like anyone i had ever met . I was too blinded by how good it felt to finally have someone that i forgot about how dangerous this could be for you . I gave you so much attention and they didnt like it , they didnt like that i had feelings for you . They didnt like that id stay up all night thinking about you instead of talking to them . Thats when they threatened to hurt you and take you away from me . i just i then only realized how selfish that was of me and here i am fixing my mistake. Im so sorry heaven, but i cant take anything happening to you , i cant have anyone i love leave me again. Im so sorry but i only did this to protect you . I love you heaven and yes im using present tense , because no matter what lifetime ill be sent to , i'll still hold feelings for you

- your todo            '

At this point heaven was shaking , she couldn't believe anything of what she was reading . Nothing made sense , she couldnt take in anything of what was happening.

She sniffed , putting the letter to her side going back to the box , where she noticed something else inside .

It was the watch .

Shaking , she grabbed it and wore it around her wrist. This watch was now passed on by two dead people .

Tick tock
Tick tock
Tick tock

Funny how this watch was their first hello , and final goodbye . Heaven wondered how much time it would take her to be reunited with her precious todo.

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Thankyou for reading :,) , one chapter left <3