He wanted to approach her , he just didn't know how to . He didnt know what to say . He missed her , every single second for the past month .
He just needed distance and he knew she'd ask questions , questions that he was too scared to answer .
He sat at the very end of the school's library , making sure he wasn't visible to her and watched her draw . She looked terrible . She wasn't the giggly cheerful heaven he had fallen in love with .
Demons destroyed Heaven , Heaven here doesn't stand for his lover , but for her heart , the only safe place on earth , and he thought of himself as the worst demon .
He realized how selfish he was . If only he hadn't gotten so close to her , he wouldn't have destroyed her .
He knew this would happen , he knew they'd be after her . He should have protected her , he should have never talked to her.
He found so much beauty in her and he was too blinded by that beauty , that she had to suffer the consequences.
He had a rare gem , and he broke her to pieces, what a monster!
Every stroke she'd draw felt like another cut right through his heart . He hated not being able to talk to her .
But he wasn't ever willing to , not after their threats .
She'd never understand why he chose this , it was better for the both of them . He wanted to protect her , from what had destroyed him . From what made him the schools ' freak' .
And as hard as this was for him , he chose to let her go
... and to let go
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Thankyou for reading ily <3
Also thankyou for 6+ k :,)))
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Observer - Timothee Chalamet
FanfictionIn which a girl couldnt help but observe the weirdest , most disliked , yet cutest kid at her school .
