Chapter 50

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Elliot pov

I shut my eyes as he breathes against my neck and his front touching my now bare back " relax " he whispers sighing I dropped my shoulders and nodded

He turned me around I didn't look down or at his face, instead, I looked at the wall " look at me " he told me I turn my head and stared at his brown eyes he's happy I can see it in his eyes I wish I could be happy

" I love you " he cupped my face it's like his reminding of yesterday night I didn't say it back I couldn't and I can't why should I say if I didn't feel it

" me too " instead I say this he knit his brow together and looked at me confused, sighing he take the shaving cream and applied on my face, he took the razor and began to shave my face, his face is so close to me, taking my hand he took me in the shower and closed the glass door

I stood under the shower as he turned the tepid water on it poured over my head and my face wetting my whole body he pressed me against the steamy walls but it's still cold I shiver from the sudden coldness he poured some shampoo over my head and started washing my hair

I didn't look away from his eyes we just stare at each other's eyes I know he wants to know why I changed he wants me back the old me that broke in front of him the old me that couldn't help than to let his walls down for him but I can't now I can't even if I want to no one can help me even love of my life

his hands left my hair and he pored some body shampoo on his hand before rubbing over my body his hand moved on my shoulders down to my chest and V-line

My heart is racing like it always does when I'm near him I know he can feel it because he placed his hand on my chest before he told me this happens to both of us when we're are near each other I lifted my hand and placed on his chest his heart is beating fast like mine

He kneels in front of me his face is so close to my member I look away from his intense eyes they are burning with desire his hand moved on my legs and my back before he touched my front making me jump

he stood up and turned the shower head over us the water washed all the foam from my body he didn't move his hand from my member " Alex " I whisper as he buried his face into the crook of my neck

he kissed my neck until a low moan left my lips his hand moved slowly " Alex, not here " I said as he sucked and licked my neck I titled my head as he started stroking my already hard member slowly

He pulled away and trailed kisses around my jaw and bite my jaw as he rubbed his thumb over the tip making groan from pleasure " say it back " he looked at me with need

" what," I ask his pace fasten " say you love me " I twitch in his hand, " say you want me like I want you, say you need me near you as I need you, say your crazy for you like I'm crazy for you," he said looking at him his eyes are glossy

I cupped his face in my hand I didn't want to hurt him but I did just by two simple words I hurt him I took a deep breath as he stroke faster making me feel the knot in my stomach

" I...love...you Alexander so much, " I said smashing my lips against his

I groan as I cum in his hand I didn't pull away just kissed him like there is no tomorrow pulling myself off the wall I pushed him against it I put his hand over his head and kissed him hard

Alex moaned as I bite his lower lips he didn't open his mouth growling I let go of his hand and gripped his member fuck his throbbing he gasped and opened his mouth to say something not letting him say I slid my tongue in his mouth testing him

He tastes same like he always did mint playing with his tongue I moved my hand he tried to speak I don't want to hear anything else so I deepen the kiss and explore his mouth

Just hearing him groan made me hard again fuck taking my own member I rubbed them together Alex squeezed my shoulder digging his nails in my skin

" I'm close," he said between our kiss he moved his hips like me he groaned as he Spurted his cum on my chest and I did on his chest I look at the white cum on his chest

Is it bad that I like it on him?

I pull away and looked at him his lips are swollen and a little puffy " that to show you how much I love you " I whisper pecking his lips again he groaned " I can't feel my lips they are numb " he said making me chuckle

"you're driving me crazy Alex " I wanted to say to myself but I said it aloud I can't stop he can make me what he wants with me it's like I'm a doll when I'm with him I can't say no to him

washing ourself he helped walking out the shower and wrapped a white towel around my waist and so did on his he helped me to walk out the bathroom and sat me on the bed before taking the bag and pulled his clothes out

he put his white T-shirt his black skinny jeans and his brown leather jacket and shoes he looks different wearing this it's so long since I saw him wearing clothes like this he looks like the Alex I knew in Highschool

" you look handsome," I said he smile " ohh am I," he asked I roll my eyes " just take the compliment," I said he nodded and smiled " ok, thank you," he said

I saw him taking my clothes out and walked towards me I put my black shirt over my head as He put my brief and same black ripped jeans on Alex gave me my black leather jacket and kneeled in front of me he put my socks and sneakers before standing up

" I'm sorry for bothering you," I said his pecked my lips " don't say that ever again I will do anything for you," he said I nod sighing

wrapping my arm around his neck I walk out the prison I mean hospital

I climb in his car and buckle up " I want to go to my own Hause " I said he looked at me " but..- " he tried to say but I give my stern look he sighed and mumbled what can I not do for him

Alex parked the car outside my home swallowing I climb out with the help of Alex and walk in with him I look around it's not dirty

" I think mason send a maid to clean up," he said looking uncomfortable I know that he saw my wedding pictures with Isa and some family pictures

" it's a nice Hause," he said clearing his throat making scoff fucking liar " don't lie, " I said walking upstairs with him he looked at me " I'm not lying it's my first time here and I saw your wedding pictures with her and some memories come to my mind," he said I know what he means by this

" when is Elazar coming here," I ask as I took my clothes off before laying on the bed " his not coming until your completely healed," he said turning to leave

"you're leaving, " I ask he shook his head " no I'm just gonna go downstairs I can't stay here," he said looking around

" it's not her and my room I moved out that room stay with me," I said sighing he nodded and took his clothes off and laid next to me I move closer to him and wrapped my arm around his waist

" I'm tired," I said he chuckled " sleep," he said I nod and shut my eyes

Tomorrow is going to be a long day










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