Alexander pov
Why did I do this to him, I can't forget his broken face after I said those things to him I can't forget how his hazel eyes turned into ice cold and the empty they were dead I couldn't see anything it was filled with tears but he didn't let them fall
I left him and he lost himself as he told me not to do it Elliot was dead and someone new took over him I broke his heart into tiny pieces I hurt him I gave him the pain I promised him to take away
I blamed him for mason getting shot I blamed him for getting mason kidnapped and in the hospital and struggling to stay alive I blamed him for not finding a donor for Mason, I couldn't forget Rocco's crying face as he sobbed and repeated I'm sorry I love you, he is always so strong but he broke down in the hospital in front of everyone
I couldn't control my anger and emotions when I saw him walking in the hospital with bloody shoulder I didn't even care that he was shot in the shoulder when he saw me his eyes were filled with tears and happiness but I shattered him right in front of me
I was still drunk and I yelled at him and took my anger at him when he looked at me emotionlessly I fell on my knees after he left then I realized what I did after he told I love you, Alexander, I lied and told him I don't love him
(5 hours ago)
" where is mason Davis, " Rocco asked the receptionist the whole ride he was silent I could see he was fighting with himself " his in operation room now, please wait in the second floor," she said he nodded and run upstairs taking stairs sighing I run after him
" who called you, " I asked he wiped his eyes " he didn't say his name but he told me he's Elliot friend, " Rocco said
I look around until I saw a blonde guy with a bloody shirt standing on the corner, sighing I walk towards him " did you call Rocco " I ask he turned around " who are you " he asked " Alexander " I said his eyes widen " your Elliot Alexander " he asked I clench my fist and didn't answer him
" where did you find mason," I ask he looked down " he was kidnapped, Elliot called me to come to a building when I was there I saw mason unconscious in Elliot's arms," he said
" why was he kidnapped, " I ask " I can't tell you," he said I grabbed his chin " fucking answer me now, " I said he nodded " black stone, Elliot killed his son and he wanted revenge so the leader kidnapped mason and blackmailed him to come if he wants mason alive I don't know anymore I wasn't there," he said gritting his teeth
it's all Elliot fault if he didn't kill his son mason wouldn't be struggling to stay alive why did he kill his son wasn't enough that he killed the other two leaders and now the black stone why does he want to have so many enemies
" where the fuck is he, " I ask I'm so angry at him he dragged mason in his problems I could have forgiven him for the baby but not this he killed that leaders son without reason
" I don't know," he said walking away making me sigh Elliot, Elliot, Elliot
it's been one hour and the doctor didn't- " Mr. Davis family " a man come out the room with a nurse " how is he doc " Rocco asked I placed my hand on his shoulder comforting him
" He needs a kidney the bullet didn't hurt other organs, but his both kidneys failed we need a donor to save him or he will die without one " doctor said I clench my jaw
" we will give him, " Rocco said I nod " okay but we have to see if your blood group match his, " the doctor said I nod " you go first, " I said he nodded and left with the doctor
I turn around and saw him holding his shoulder when his eyes locked with mine he looked happy but I couldn't control my anger " it's all your fucking fault " I yell at him and punched him in the face " Alex " he said looking at me
" mason is dying because of you, he was kidnapped because of you, you fucking killed black stone leader son, wasn't enough killing the other two leaders why do you want so many enemies," I said
" Alex he kil- " I cut him off I don't want to hear him, " you say you're in pain it's your own fault that you're in pain and you deserve it Elliot do you hear me you deserve it you hurt people who care about you," I said
" Alex please listen to me it was not like this I didn't want this let me explain please I..love you," he said I shook my head
" that's bullshit you don't lie to the people you love, you lied to me about everything, you didn't tell me that Isa pregnant with your child's before you fucked me you pushed me away you didn't tell me that you killed so many people "
" you leid to me all the time and me the only thing I did was to be with you and make your pain away, but now I'm done I don't want to see you anymore just go," I said turning around
" Alex please just let me explain it's not like that I love you I swear I will tell you everything I will tell you everything you want to know I will leave Isa please just don't leave me I love you," he said cupping my face I shook my head
" no I don't want you to do anything and I don't want you to explain anything to me, just go I don't want to see you anymore," I said pushing his hand away I want to cry I want to say sorry I want to say I love him
" Just tell me you love me back and I will leave I will never come back," he said pressing his forehead against mine and shut his eyes " I don't love you, Elliot, " I said his hands fell from my face and he stumbled back
" Elliot," I said he looked up shocking me his eyes were dead and cold " Alexander," he said and walked away
( now )
" ahhhhhh " I punched the wall why did I do this I told him to leave without even hearing him I was angry and hurt, I wanted to say I'm sorry I wanted to say I love him I never loved someone but him I fucking broke him and I can't put him together anymore
I'm a fucking bastard I hurt the man I love I made him miserable I left him when he needed me the most he lost himself I ruined everything he was ready to leave his child and the mother for me
I have to call him I dialed his Nummer but it's voice mail " Elliot, I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry please forgive me I was angry and drunk I love you I love you so much I don't care if she's pregnant I never meant to hurt you I never wanted to give you pain please just call me back forgive me I'm begging you, call me I'm sorry " I said and hung up
I'm so sorry
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