The Dark Ages Volume 1 [ Formerly "A Sideways Plummet"]

I Miss You In May

I miss you guys. I wish I could go back in time. My world is so strange without you. Everything feels so cold and lonely. Sometimes I use anger to cover it. I am almost never really in pure

Bliss. I'm sorry I took one of you for granted. I should've cherished my time with all of you. And I did. But sometimes I still took it for granted. I wish I could go back in time and see

Your smiling faces and feel all your warmth and support. We had the best times in may. June was fun too. Can't forget April. Everyday I wish I could go back in time and re-live every

Moment I spent with you guys. No matter if I was home or with you all, I always felt pure bliss. I regret saying I wanted to leave. I never really wanted to. I used to have the perfect life with

You guys. Everyday was a fun day. Even Mondays. I remember everywhere I went I still had you guys in my heart. You all kept me content no matter where I was. It was always the thought

Of waking up and having the privilege to see all your faces. That's what kept me going. Just the thought of seeing you guys.

You guys fueled my engine. You guys made life worth living. Now the only
Way I can see you guys is through memory. Every picture from those months remind me of you guys. Take

Me back. Take me back. Please. I'm sorry. Let me see your beautiful faces
Again. I miss you guys. I still have the book we all signed. I read it every now and then and I cry and cry. The thought

of you guys brings me to tears. I will never find another family like you.
You guys were the best family I ever had. I wish I could send you all a letter. But... I can't... All I have is these old four

walls and an old phone with letters and memories. I wish I could see you all
Again. I would give anything to see you all again.