The Dark Ages Volume 1 [ Formerly "A Sideways Plummet"]

to be Loved...

I can never be loved. I try to love my self but it just ends in insults and sadness. my heart skips a beat and I see a beautiful angle in red dancing around the yard right into my heart. But I can't

Ask her to always be in my heart. For I am not loved. My parents love me but I do not love myself. Some can see the beauty with in me but sometimes people want to see the the beauty on

The outside rather than on the inside. I want the angle in red but that can never be for she is more dashing than me. I doubt she will see beauty within me. Even after 3 years. I can't be loved

Until I find someone who loves me inside and out. But alas, even though I did find someone who loves me inside out our love is forbidden. Even though we were made for each other our love

Cannot be. A vampire and a slayer. Forbidden love. I can't ever be loved for I am alone. Alone to simmer in anxiety. Alone to suffer from life. I can never be loved. Even when I get hope I still

Manage to crumble myself into a heap of doubt. I look hideous. The hope tells me that even though I think that I can still find love. No matter what the hope says that angle in red is out of my

League. The forbidden love is better. For we would be 2 weirdos sticking together. Until then I have to wait until she is forbidden and finally notices.
A vampire and a slayer.