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"Jodie! You want some of these eggs?" Amika yelled from the kitchen downstairs. Meanwhile I was up in my room just laying around.
After what happened with Kentrell I really wasn't feeling anybody or anything so I disabled my social media for a couple of days and put my phone on do not disturb
"I'm good" I yelled back, rewinding the episode of green leaf that played on my tv. I then let out a long dramatic sigh before looking at my phone which laid beside me
"I hate you" I said to the phone "you the reason why I met that stupid ass boy. And now look at me"
I'm not even gonna lie, after fighting Kentrell I feel even worse than I did when we first broke up. The way he looked at me, the rage and hatred in his eyes.. I knew there was no coming back from this
"Jordyn you need to eat" Amika told me as she walked into my room, laughing when she saw me "you can't still be sad"
"Shut up" I groaned and she walked over to the bed sitting down
"You need something to get him off your mind. What happened to whatchacallit... Chris?"
I rolled my eyes "ion know, somewhere living his best life" I muttered while turning on my side. Smile sighed and looked at me funny
"What?"
"Your necklace. What happened to it?"
"What necklace?" I asked while touching my neck, realizing the 5,000 dollar necklace my dad got me for a graduation gift was missing. I jumped up and looked at Amika "MY NECKLACE!?"
"I literally just asked you about it"
With the quickness I jumped out of the bed and started looking around
"What the fuckkkk!? Where did it go"
"Where's the last place you had it?"
"On my neck Amika"
"Check under the bed"
I got down and looked under the bed, not seeing it anywhere in sight causing me to groan
"My dad would kill me right nowwww"
"Hold on, let me see" she pulled her phone out of her pocket and started scrolling on it
"See what?"
"The last time you had it on. I be recording you laughing at you while you walking round depressed"
I frowned at her and she started laughing while keeping her attention on her phone
"Damn Jordyn. You ain't have that necklace on for a few days"
"Oh my gosh. I'm gonna die"
"Chill out. No you not..... oh look, this the last time you had it on" she showed me a video we recorded in the bathroom mirror. In the video I danced around with my necklace on, however I stopped long enough to look at a message on my phone, that's when it hit me
"Amika!"
"What?"
"That was right before I went to Kentrell's house"
She looked confused for a second then sighed "oh hell. Should I-"
Before she could finish, I had already slipped on some shoes and headed to my keys on the dresser
"You seriously about to go over there?"
"That's a 5,000 dollar necklace Amika. And knowing Kentrell if I just ask for it back he's gonna do some petty shit"
"True. Well do Whatchu gotta do"
"I am" I then walked out of the room and hurried over to Kentrell's place.
When I got there I was surprised to see that only his car was there but that was honestly besides the point. I got out of the car and hurried to the door, knocking repeatedly
"The fuck knockin like that on my shit" Kentrell aggressively asked from the other side of the door and I rolled my eyes as it swung open. When he saw me standing there his face frowned up and he was about to close the door back but I stopped it
"Hate me all you want but I need my necklace"
Seeming like he already knew what I was talking about, he just looked at me then tried to close the door in my face again but YET AGAIN, I stopped it
"Kentrell don't fucking play! That necklace was five thousand dollars!"
"Ain't my problem" he responded so I pushed past him and went into the house but he quickly grabbed my arm, yanking me back
"You really want yo ass beat again"
"The hell off of me"
"Get the fuck out my house bitch" he hissed and I stopped to look at him in the face
"All of this over a baby Kentrell... something I couldn't control"
"I ain bout to do this shit witchu right now. Get out my shit and I ain gone tell you nomo"
He couldn't look me directly in the eye not one second. Instead he looked past me
"I did all I could for us! You saw how hurt I was about that miscarriage and you blamed me!? We gonna discuss this now because that shit was not cool at all-"
Kentrell yanked my by my wrist and pulled me into him, kissing me. Without even hesitating I just kissed him back. While he held onto me tight I wrapped my arms around his neck
"I miss you" he mumbled against my lips while picking me up and carried me into the room
Later that afternoon
I laid in my bed watching love and basketball on Netflix while snuggling up with my blanket. I didn't plan on having sex with Kentrell, it just happened... and now I don't know what to feel
"So, did you get it back?" Amika asked while walking into my room and I just looked at her, causing her to automatically get hip
"Jodie..."
"Mika I swear it just happened. He grabbed me out of the blue and kissed me and it just... happened"
She laughed and shook her head
"What am I gonna do with you.. so where y'all going from there? Are y'all gonna get back together orrr?"
"Honestly I don't know. Especially right now because other than that, we're not in a good place"
"Well just cause y'all had sex don't mean y'all HAVE to get back together. You know that right?"
"Of course I do. I don't wanna rush and get back with him just to be disappointed or for us to get into it again over something stupid. I really can't take this hurt nomore Mika. In my heart I still love him but..."
"You gotta make sure you straight first"
I nodded and she laid in my bed with me
"Well you already know no matter what, I'll always support you decision. Whether you get back with Kentrell or not. But I just wanna make sure you doing what's really beast for YOU, cause I don't wanna see you hurt over a nigga like that again"
I smiled at her
" I love you Mika"
"I love you too Jodie" she replied with a little laugh
