Teen dad (a larry stylinson fanfiction)

chapter 9 - cover me up, cuddle me in

Louis Tomlinson was invited to the top shop fashion show, he was allowed to invite one person to come with him someone he really loved and cared about, he chose Eleanor. He told me he didn't want to ask her but he was made to, he was going to be in the front row of the fashion show there was going to be cameras they were going to be pictured, he had to look adoring into her eyes he had to hug and kiss her and make sure people were watching i mean what is the point if noone was watching?

 Before the top shop fashion show, Louis came to mine and i helped him get ready he wore an amazing tuxedo which made him look so fit. I promised myself i would confront him about us i should tell him we should just love each other and i should tell him how much i missed him. 

'You look amazing but i am sad,' i said 

'why is that?' he asked

'because you look amazing but not for our date,' i said while pulling his collar down. 

he gave me a guilty look. 

'i'll think of you every step of the way,' he said

'promise?' i said

'I'm not me without you,' he said

'you're thinking of me everytime you kiss her right?'  i asked

'i only wish it was you,' he said

he turned to me, there were only cm between us, we hadn't been this intermidiate in a long time we were too scared to be but here we were hidden from the public and managment here we could be ourselves so why were we finding it so hard to be?

we looked at each other dazed in each others eyes for ages. 

he turned around and began to walk in an opposite direction to await eleanor and his world of lies.

'Louis,' i said touching his shoulder

he turned back to me. 

'i....miss you,' i said tears forming in my eyes 

He had tears forming into his eyes also.

'i miss your embrace i miss you i miss us i miss everything about you i miss your smile i miss your everything,' i said putting my head into my hand

'i really want to kiss you,' he said awkwardly

'then why don't you?' i asked

he played with my hair and we both leaned in and we kissed a beautiful kiss, a kiss that had been missed and was coming back beautifully, i enjoyed this kiss because i didn't know when the next one would be coming we leaned out only because we heard a knock on the door. i was upset because i wanted the kiss to carry on. 

'I have missed you more than i have let on,' he admitted

before he went to open the door he turned back to me and said 

'this is probably eleanor at the door,' 

'ok,' i said

'remember i am thinking of you every step of the way everytime i smile or laugh or just be happy i'll be thinking of you,' he said

'i hope so,' i mumbled

'when she opens her arms and holds you close tonight it just wont feel right because i can't love you more than this,' i said meakly

he laughed 'stop quoting our songs,' 

' i can change it up a bit boobear, when she takes you out to top shop fashion shows i just might die inside because i can't love you more than this,' i said