Messing up

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It's been a few days since yg and jm met each other.. specifically jm, kept avoiding meeting yg as much as possible.. This hurt yg but deep down he knew that jm was going through something that no one knew of..

The pain and suffering that he's still keeping to himself that keeps eating him away from inside. Making him weaker day by day.
Yg didn't dare to bother jm at all and was just waiting for a signal to just meet him.

Timeskip
Taehyung is watching over jm as he looked at him and sighed
What am i gonna do with this boy?
He has been acting weird since the past few days.
And he has been falling asleep like this way too often

Said taehyung as he was wondering what's bothering jm so much. He decides to wake him up

Tae:jm, wake up.. Come on
Jm:yawning
Did i fall asleep again. Omg

Tae:yes you did. Here have this- he said as he handed him some food
Jm:huh? When did you get this?

Tae: i didn't.
Jm:Then who did? You spirit or what?

Tae:No.yoongi left this for you earlier
Jm:He did?

Tae:Yeah when he came here, i told him i could wake u up but he insisted on letting u rest

Jm sadly pouts

Tae:And there's a note for you but dw i didn't read it.
Jm opens the note

"Hang in there! I'm sure you can do it! But don't overwork yourself!. Good luck "

Jm places his hand on his chest as he takes a deep breath. He feels conflicting emotions rush through his heart. Tae pats jm on his back as he says

Hey, are you okay?
Jm:Yea don't worry about me

Tae:come on, tell me. I can see you're not okay
Jm:idk i just...

Tae:judging by your face, i can tell what is it about
Jm:Really? How did you know i was gonna talk about him?

Tae:Yk i can see right through you?
Jm:okay

Tae:So it is about yg. Tell me everything that's bothering you
Jm:Okay so you know how I've had feelings for him for a while now right?

Tae:yeah
Jm:Recently, I've started to have these conflicting feelings for him

Tae:What do you mean?
Jm:My feelings have changed? But i still like him?

Tae:Is it love?
Jm:I can't figure out if it is love. I'm confused.

Tae:Well you need to figure your feelings out right? Is it love, or is it not?
Jm: What if i am afraid that it is love?
Jm said with a low voice while keeping his head down

"What if i didn't want to be in love in the first place? "

With this, jm's voice started to tremble

Tae:What's really going on jm?
Jm: I feel like I've fallen in love with him.. But i am scared...

Tae:Hey, take it easy jm.
Jm:I don't like this. I am afraid

Tae:And what are you afraid of?
Jm:I'm afraid that if i love him, i might lose him someday.

Jm was slowly becoming weaker as he spoke. Now, his hands were trembling..
Taehyung held his hands to comfort him

Tae:What makes you think that way?
Jm:I feel like i can never keep anything safe. So I'm scared that I'll lose him like everything else I've lost.

Tae:Shhh calm down jm.. Everything will be okay
Jm: I don't even know why tf am i so scared of losing him even tho he's not mine.

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