If Only She Knew|| Taylor Swift Story

5.

The concert was great, I really enjoyed being there. Phoebe, Lucy, and Julien also did great, perusal. I met Gracie and we hit it off, she's really nice. I'm such a fan of her work. The night was normal except for when Taylor didn't immediately leave the stage after all too well. 
"So guys as you know today is my best friend's birthday, and not that long ago she told me that Nothing New was her favorite song. So please welcome Phoebe out to the stage!" Taylor said, looking directly at me.
"No way" I said, shocked that Taylor just said that
I started crying and by the end of the song I was absolutely balling my eyes out. she looks over at me and i mouth a "thank you" to her, i really don't know what I would do without her.

When the show was over I met her in a long hallway behind the stadium. Once I laid eyes on her, I started to run towards her. I jumped into her arms and I gave her the biggest hug ever.
"Thank you for being my best friend in the whole world" I whispered in her ear
If only she knew how much I loved her

We eventually pulled away from the hug and started to walk back to her dressing room and she started to speak, "Hey so I'm gonna get changed and I'm gonna head out with travis. He asked me out on another date"
On my birthday?
I could feel the tears starting to run down my face, I turned away from her, "Oh, um okay. Have fun taylor" With that I walked out the door

Taylors POV:

She never calls me Taylor, only when she's mad at me. Why would she be mad? She should be happy, I mean I was happy when she told me she was talking to Julien. Yet I found myself feeling jealous when she told me they kissed, I don't even like her life that. Or do I?
Whatever, I'll think about it later

I got ready for my date and headed out to see Travis, I think I really love him, maybe he's the one....
He's invited me to come to some of his games and I might take him up on that offer, maybe Cam might want to come

I was out to dinner with Travis, enjoying myself when I got a call from mom, she really only calls me on my dates when it's an emergency. 
"I have to take this, sorry trav"  I told him as I walked into the bathroom to take the call

"Hello, Mom? What's wrong?" I asked concerned
"I don't know Taylor, you tell me." Now i'm confused, what is she talking about

"Why did I find Cam alone, crying on her birthday? Aren't you supposed to be here with her?"
"Shit" I knew I messed up but not this bad
"You know what Tay, I'll let you go back to your date. Have fun" With that, she hung up

I needed to go and see her

I walked out of the bathroom and stood in front of Travis, "Hey so I gotta go. Sometimes wrong with Cam'' I felt guilty but she's my best friend

"Really? You're always with her, let me take you out" he said, a little rude
What's his deal, im allowed to have friends

"Yeah sorry" and with that I walked out, not caring what he thinks

Camryn's POV

I looked at Andrea with tears in my eyes when she got off the phone with Taylor, "Is she coming?" I asked, worried she would say no
"I'm hoping so '' great, so she might not even show up. But I mean she's the reason i'm crying

"For what it's worth, Im rooting for you guys to get together" She said with a laugh

"i have a question"

"yes?"

"Do you think we will ever get together?" i don't even know why i'm asking

"you know i -"
she was interrupted by taylor opening the door and walking over to me
"hey" she said with a soft voice
"hi tay" i say, looking down at my hands
"come here"
i scoot closer to her and she wraps her arms around me
"are you okay" she sounds really sincere
i wouldn't tell her the real reason why i was crying

"I'm fine taylor, I always cry on my birthday anyway. it was bound to happen"
she looked at my with a sad look on her face

"i'm sorry"

"it's okay taylor" it's really not
we sat in silence with my head on her shoulder for a while, it was nice
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1 month later....

"hello" i said as i answer the phone, i didn't bother to see the contact

"hellooo cami!!" it was scarlett, of course 

"ugh what do you want?" i'm annoyed with that stupid nickname, only taylor can call me that

"how mean, i can't call my baby sister because i miss her?" she's only 4 years older than me and talks about it all the time

"Anywho, I have some news, I know you're gonna be happy about it" interesting!

"what?" i say as i grab ice cream out of the freezer

"i'm filming another marvel movie"

"WHAT???!" i practically screamed, i was so excited when she first got her job working for marvel

"i'm starting to film my own movie in september" that's really soon
"i'm so happy for you scarly, you deserve this"

we chat for a few minutes before my phone rings, it's taylor  
"hey scarly i'm proud of you, taylor is calling. I'll call you back?? i love you, tell rose i'll be by soon"

"bye cami, i will! love you too"
i hang up in scarlett and accept the call from Taylor
"hey tay tay!!" I missed talking to her. She's been hanging out with Travis a whole lot. I keep thinking back to what Andrea said. Maybe we will have a chance in the future?

"hellooo!! i miss you, hey so travis invited me, you, blake, and mom to see his game. Do you want to come with me?"
I think for a minute before responding, "Uh sure, i'll come"

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Skip to when the game is...

I show up to Taylor's house in a vintage chiefs jersey, I can't believe after all these years Tay is finally a chiefs fan. I walk up to her door and give it a good knock, "I'm coming, hold on" Taylor said from inside her house. She finally rips open the door with a huge smile on her face which also makes me smile. I walk into her house and she closes the door. I can see Blake and Andrea in the kitchen. We both walk over and I say hello to Andrea and give her a hug

"Camryn right?" blake says, I've only met her a handful of times
"Yes it is, please call me Cam" I'm not sure why but i've always hated being called by my first name.
We all get into the car and arrive at the game and head up the suite.
At half time, I get up to wander around and I see Andrea sitting at a table by herself. I sit down beside her and ask a stupid fucking question, "remeber when I was crying and I asked if me and taylor would ever actually get together? What were you going to say before she interrupted us?"
She chuckled before responding, "You know cam, taylor would kill me if I told you but she's liked you for a while. Everyone can see how you too look at each other, just give it time. It will all work out eventually."
I was shocked, Taylor liked me? But she has a boyfriend?
I didn't respond to her, I just took all that information in

What will I ever do? I can't confess my feelings right??

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Another note: i love travis and taylor but this is all for the story