17/01/2017
Turn the lights off
put my in the dark
leave me be
to battle with myself,
my mind's crashing
with the weight of it all
my heart's burning
with the deepness of it all.
Currents are going through me
my insides are on fire,
I see no light
I have no hope.
The joy within me has left
now darkness evades me,
I take a deep breath
I take it all in
but then my demons empower me
and the monsters scream louder
than my own thoughts.
Something's happening
I'm becoming striven for pain
save me, i'm becoming insane
I'm falling in love with the scars
on my skin
I'm falling in love with the wounds
on my heart,
there's nothing for me to do
the fractures in me are taking over
I sit back and watch
my life roll out before me
in pictures
as i become a hopeless
sob story
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when you love someone more than yourself, depression is something that often results out of it. That's how you know it's bad for you.
on a more general note, "when something bad happens you have three choices, you can either let it define you, let it destroy you or you can let it strengthen you." Depression isn't permanent. Neither is pain "When it rains, it pours but soon the sun shines again"
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