My other half (Not Edited)

Chapter 1~ just a couple months to go

Ruby's pov

      After years of being bullied and called all different types of names, I'm finally going to college that's after a couple months anyways.

My name is  Ruby Elizabeth dreams

I'm turning 17 in a month, by then I'll find my mate
I'm not really looking forward to finding a mate, he's probably gonna reject me after taking one good look at me

I'm light skinned with an oval face, dark brown eyes chubby around.....well everything. Now you know why l think my own mate will reject me l mean come on who wants a fat girl for a mate
I've tried taking the weight off by dieting, exercising etc... but nothing works
after my birthday I'll try to stay inside as much as possible hiding myself from possible rejection

shifting could be a good thing I can't wait to see what the color my wolf is, black would be so cool

"Ruby, its almost time for school are you ready" my thoughts are interrupted by my mother's chirpy voice 
"yeah mom, I'm coming"  I head down stairs into the kitchen seeing my mom dancing around while cooking

  "you look happy" l said a little suspicious of her actions 

"your birthday is in a month you'll find your mate ohh the feeling of finding your mate the one that's made to love you for eternity its, it's just wonderful, and! You'll shift for the first time!! Aren't you happy?.." She went on and on about finding a mate  

"yeah don't remind me"  I whispered so she wouldn't hear me

trying to put all thoughts about my mate out of my head I hugged my mom telling her goodbye and walked straight for the door

   "wait you haven't eaten your breakfast" she ran towards me

l had hoped l could at least  be early for school today  "I'm not hungry mom" I said while jiggling the door knob so it could open

"Ruby Elizabeth Dreams get your butt around that table and eat"

"But mom" l whined "I'm not hungry"

"Fine go, l guess you don't like my cooking anymore" she says dramatically while wiping an invincible tear from her eye

"Okay! Alright geez, I'll take some toasts and...just toasts I'm already late for school" I say a little irritated she knows I'd do anything for her.

I also happen to love my mom's cooking in fact her food is the best, there's nothing like mama’s cooking

I grabbed the toast off the plate that she had set for me and walked  outside

I saw the bus coming up to me, making an abrupt stop  "hey piggy, ready to go to school, just don't break my bus down with that big butt of yours" he laughed so hard feeling pleased with his statement the bus driver always had something to say about my weight l was use to it
I sighed and walked inside the bus students were already seated

"everybody run, the elephant is coming" a kid yelled out while pointing towards me, tears filled my eyes I held my head down   while everyone laughed  "just a couple more months to go"  l whispered to myself and went for a seat at the back of the bus

I don’t think l can do this anymore
will it be the same in college? if you don't like my body shape you don't have to tease me about it. you don't have to bring me to a point that l don't want to live anymore

everyday day of my life l feel as if I'm worthless that no one will ever love me, at this point in my life I'm just waiting for death

I'm just a little chubbier than must girls and for that everyday the kids make my life a living hell